Retro Review – Finding My Happy Place

How do we know if we are living our best life? I’m not talking about just being generally happy; I wonder sometimes if I’m really doing what I was meant to do in life. No matter how happy we are, we always think there is something out there that might make us a little happier. I often wrestle with whether that is human nature or if that is the soul’s way of telling us that there is a better path available to us. Trust me, you really start to think about these sorts of things when you hit your 40’s! By then, we have made a bunch of mistakes, learned from them, typically found our niche in life and we are just living day by day.

I think the mind has evolved quite a bit by then as well; because we have so many experiences under our belt. Some of us are raising kids, some have been at a job for 15+ years, and almost all of us have spread our wings at some point and learned what our limitations are. So by now, for those of us in that age range or older, there is a more pronounced sense of urgency in finding our little corner of the world to thrive in. We can sometimes start to press at this stage. What have I done with my life? Have I become the person I thought I would be by now? How much time have I wasted? Those type questions really have you measuring the happiness and fullness of your life.

I don’t know yet if I’m where I’m supposed to be in life. I’m trying everyday to reach the pinnacle of something. But everything brings varying degrees of happiness. There are only a few things I’ve discovered in life that truly, without fail, bring me happiness. There are “givens” like my wife and kids, and family and friends. But there are a few other things that can cure whatever is ailing me. Some of them I should be able to do for the rest of my life but some of them are fading with age and I’m holding on as long as I can.

Horror Movies

I discovered early on that Horror was my genre. I got a glimpse at “The Shining” way before I should have and I was fascinated. I saw the end of Friday the 13th while flipping channels too late at night when I was about 10 years old. One of the best movies I’ve ever seen was a movie I just stumbled on during another late night as I was drifting off to sleep. I’ve written about “Night of the Living Dead” before and the feeling I got when I saw it for the first time is a feeling I constantly chase when watching new movies. That feeling is elusive but I enjoy chasing it. Even today, I will drift off to sleep watching “Ash vs Evil Dead” on Netflix on my phone in bed. Horror movies keep me connected to my youth, as weird as that may sound.

Fishing

My dad taught me to fish at a very early age. I’ve spent most of my life in or around some sort of waterway. While I’ve spent my fair share of summer days skiing or kayaking, my first love when it comes to the water has always been fishing. As the old saying goes, “a bad day fishing is better than a good day at work”. It’s actually better than most days I can think of. I spent so much of my youth fishing in tournaments with my dad, catching bream with my granddaddy or just sitting on the dock fishing next to my favorite stump. I’d rather fish a back country creek than a big body of water any day but I have never been overly picky about a fishing destination. One of my favorite anniversary’s was the one from two years ago when my buddy Barry took Mrs. Dub and I to the Ichawaynochaway Creek in Baker County to wade the water and load up on bluegill.

Basketball

I enjoy almost all sports. I’ve played baseball/softball on an annual basis since I was 5. I played football until I stopped growing and the other guys didn’t. I still love watching it and playing it when the opportunity arises. I hammered Tecmo Bowl, Double Dribble, RBI Baseball, NBA Jam, Madden and Bases Loaded as a kid (and an adult). And I’ve even dipped my toes into the world of hockey (roller) and golf but those are more fun than competitive for me.

But the one sport that I played more than any other growing up was basketball. It didn’t matter if it was winter or summer, me and my friends would find a basketball goal somewhere and strike up a game. I had a sweet setup in my backyard, Todd had a dunk goal at his house, Munt had a lighted court at his house and Christopher’s dad was a high school coach at the local private school so we had an all access pass to the gym there.

I remember playing on Thursday Nights at the middle school gym with the toughest competition in the city and I remember playing one on one at Coop’s House. It didn’t matter if it was a dusty court with a wooden backboard or a nice wood gym floor with breakaway rims. I would play basketball with anybody, anywhere and at anytime. I even skipped lunch in school to play basketball with classmates. I used to practice my jump shot over and over and over in my backyard. I would try to shoot from all over the court but would force myself to make 5 consecutive shots before moving to a new spot.

Basketball is one of the things that I’m holding on to for dear life. I’m 41, 5’11, 225 lbs and am still trying to make moves I made as a 16 year old in the city league I’m playing in. It’s frustrating to know what you want your body to do but not be able to make it do it. I can still see the court like I did as a kid; I’m just not able to shoot lanes and thread passes like I did back then. It doesn’t stop me from trying. I’m really a different person on the court than I am in the rest of my life. Even in softball, I’m usually the quiet guy that just gets down to business when the game starts, trying to avoid the competitive machismo that has taken over the sport.

But when I step on the basketball court, I have a different attitude. My goal is to find your weak spot and exploit it. Many times that involves trash talk and the general pushing of buttons. I like to get under your skin on the basketball court. It has always been a cerebral game for me but now more so than ever, with my first step not being what it used to be. I will still go right at you and attack. Now I just use my size more than speed. But I still absolutely love the game and feel completely at home in a gym. When I step on the court, it almost feels like an out of body experience. It’s zen like in many ways.

It helps that I love the team I play on. It’s the same general squad as my softball team but we also have a player or two from outside of that sport. This year, we have Nate, a player who I coached many years ago as a 2nd Grader, and CJ, Mi Hermano De Otro Madre. Nate provides us with much needed youth and CJ is a never ending ball of energy. Eric and Plug give us the inside presence that every team needs and they both can hit the jumper when we need it. Chase is a beast on the boards and at the rim. Jeff and Bret are the quick guards that keep the defense on their toes. Ryan makes players think twice about taking the ball to the hoop. Darrell can give us minutes at guard and forward while Gary does his weekly Uncle Drew impersonation.

Then there is me. The guy that keeps the pot stirring with the “and 1’s” and the “give me the damn ball” bravado of my youth. I try to be a point guard and a power forward at the same time. I don’t do anything perfectly but I think I’m ok in most areas. The speed isn’t the same, my range has gotten closer to the basket and I’m better in a zone than man to man but I still have the game set up in my head as good as I ever have.

Most of all, we function well as a team. We learn each other’s strengths and weaknesses and try to put each other in the best position to succeed. We generally love and respect each other like brothers and we always have each other’s back. It’s the classic case of, “I can pick on my brother but you better not say something bad about him.”

The Sorting Table

This is my refuge. This is where I can go at any time and just let the problems of the world melt away. I don’t have to have anybody with me, I don’t have to have good weather, I don’t have to find something on Netflix and I don’t have to even leave the house. This is where my peace of mind is found on even my toughest days. I can sit down with something costly like Topps Heritage or I can sit down with a $4.99 repack box from Walgreens and I’ll have just as much fun. In some cases, I have more fun with the repacks. I can sort alphabetically, numerically, by team, by player, by year or by product. It doesn’t matter when I sit down at the sorting table because there are no rules. There are no expectations. The sorting table is for relaxation and peace of mind.

The sorting table can take me back to my youth or it can give me a glimpse into the future with some new wave product. I can collect baseball, football or basketball; whatever I’m in the mood for. I can work on my Braves, UGA, Falcons or Hawks PC. I can work on my Dated Rookies project, my 1990 Topps quest or my goal of completing the 1977 Topps Baseball Set from my birth year. There is no agenda and anything goes. Every day is different but the goal is the same. This is where I enjoy the best hobby in the world and I can go to any time period from 1977 til now. I can remember trades with my friends, games I played with the cards, the first set I owned, the first product I opened, the first Rated Rookie I pulled. I can find it all at the sorting table.

And tonight, we find something that connects two of my happy activities; the sorting table and basketball. My love for basketball was white hot in 1991 when this Hoops set hit the scene. The NBA will never be as good as it was then and nobody will ever convince me otherwise. This set was not the first I had in my collection but was very early in my basketball days. Hoops was abundant in my hometown, along with Skybox, and was the set I went looking for on my trips to Wal-Mart. Despite how much I loved it then, this box didn’t age well through 2018. Notice the hats and shirts say “NBA” instead of a team name. What a cheesy photo. Luckily, the contents inside the box got much better!

Hoops was known for its “baggy” style pack, much like Score of the junk wax era.

It doesn’t take long to realize why the NBA was at its best during this time. Starting with the guards, you have legends like Isiah Thomas, Magic Johnson, John Stockton, Clyde Drexler and Reggie Miller. Richmond and Hardaway were the 91 version of Harden and Paul today. I also believe that today’s collector or NBA fan will never truly understand how good of a player Drazen Petrovic was! What a start to the box review with these guards!

There isn’t a drop off to the forwards either! Larry Bird, Charles Barkley, Karl Malone, Dominique Wilkins and Shawn Kemp keep the nostalgia train rolling. I was a huge fan of Sean Elliott too and coveted his rookie cards from the year before. I was at a summer camp when Reggie Lewis died and I still remember sitting on the bed seeing that news on ESPN.

Of course there aren’t as many centers to be found because there was only one starter per team. But there are still some headliners like David Robinson, Hakeem Olajuwon and Patrick Ewing. Manute Bol was always a fan favorite and I remember the game when he drilled six 3 pointers in a single half in 1993! Draymond Green fans would’ve loved Bill Laimbeer.

How about some coaches? Look how young this quartet looks!

I came up pretty empty overall on the East All-Star team. I like Wilkins, Ewing and Barkley of course but I don’t remember clamoring for Ricky Pierce and Alvin Robertson cards.

The West was a little stronger with Drexler, Hardaway, Magic, Mullin, Admiral and Stockton.

Here are the award winners from the previous season. Anybody think MVP wasn’t going to be MJ? Rodman as defensive POY seems like a lock too. The Skiles award surprised me a little.

This subset commemorated rookie seasons of the past. Gotta love the Chief Warriors jersey.

I was happy to add another Bird and Jordan to the stack. These were “milestones” and Jordan was points and Larry was points, rebounds and assists.

Remember the weekly NBA show “Inside Stuff” with Amhad Rashad? Here’s the inserts dedicated to the show.

I remember the big push from the NBA for kids to stay in school. Each set had some cards dedicated to that cause. This is a neat Will Smith card.

The league leaders were cool dual cards with nice designs. I obviously remember Jordan and the Mailman lighting up the scoreboard but I would’ve never guessed that Trent Tucker and Jim Les led the league in 3 Pt Percentage.

The team cards were mostly standard on court photos but there were a couple nice photos like the Lakers and Pacers. The best one was the Hornets card!

Lastly, I truly don’t remember ever pulling this card as a kid. This Centennial Card has a nice silver foil that seems a little ahead of its time.

The NBA was unbelievable in the early 90’s and fans today that didn’t get to experience it will never understand. This set was a prime example of the greatness of 91 basketball. The design is clean, there are a ton of superstars and there are plenty of insert type cards to provide a nice variety. The box was only $6.95 at my LCS so price is almost non-existent. I love early 90’s Hoops and this year is my personal favorite. I also enjoyed Skybox from this year and I’ll probably review it soon as well. I can’t think of any negatives to this set other than the fact that it’s smack dab in the middle of the junk wax era and you can still find them everywhere. Still, this set is a “5” on the Dub-O-Meter and I thoroughly enjoyed this nostalgic rip!

J-Dub

Scoring Scale

1.Let me be the sacrificial lamb so you don’t have to buy these cards.  Just read the post and thank me later.

2.There is worse but there is much better – not worth the effort though.

3.Middle of the road – I wouldn’t talk you into buying these but I certainly wouldn’t talk you out of them.

4.You should probably go out and buy a box and enjoy the rip – I did!  It has some downside but worth the ride.

5.Stop reading and find a box to buy and get to Breaking!  What are you waiting on?

Retro Review – Party Like It’s 1999!

When I think back, I believe that 1999 had to be the craziest year of my life. I was 22 years old, absolutely burning up the road, and trying to be an adult, even though I refused to grow up. That’s still a problem in 2018 but it’s easier to accept being a big kid at 41 than it was at 22. It’s weird but at 22, everyone was asking, “Will you ever grow up??” and now, everyone just nonchalantly says, “Oh, he never grew up….” So either it is more acceptable at my older age or people have just given up on me being anything more than what I’ve become. Either way, it’s a win/win for me.

I look at how hectic life can be now with a wife and two kids and wonder what I did with all my free time before 2007; but in all honesty, it was pretty hectic back then too. I just didn’t have 3 other people on the payroll. I started working at my current job in August of 1998 so I am coming up on 20 years with the same company, which I consider a huge personal accomplishment when I take into account what my job life was like before that time. I’ve been with my employer a long time and I’ve seen people come and go, just throw their hands up and walk out, be escorted out by security, retire and in some sad cases, pass away much too soon. This job has turned into a very rewarding career.

But back in 1999, I was in my first year there and I still had no clue what I really wanted to do. In fact, not only did I have my current full time job; I was also a server at Outback a few nights a week, I coached Jr. Varsity Baseball at my alma mater and I was trying to go to school on the weekends. I had a pretty full plate when you throw in girlfriends and sports buds. To top it all off, along with the rest of the world, I was trying to prepare for Y2K!! That may have been part of the growing up issue because I didn’t know if I was even going to need a job after 1/1/2000 or if life was going to turn into a “Mad Max” apocalyptic scene. Unfortunately, we weren’t partying like Prince thought we would be.

Even though it was a crazy year, a few things still stick out in my mind from that time. I have very vivid memories of coaching the baseball team that year. Our JV team was strong but the high school team wasn’t very good. We had a stud pitcher/SS and some decent players throughout the lineup but we had a total of 10 players on the team that year. We were in the “AA” classification and baseball was not the sport we were known for. But I still had a blast coaching them and I’ve made a lot of friends that I still keep in touch with; some of whom play on my current softball team today.

The first memory that comes to mind is the game in Seminole County where Coach Bullard (the head coach that gave me the opportunity) was ejected for arguing balls and strikes and had to go sit on the bus for the remainder of the double header. I was elevated to head coach on the big high school stage and this was only our second game of the season. I was a nervous wreck but it was certainly learning on the job. I wonder sometimes if Coach Bullard didn’t do it on purpose to see if I would sink or swim. He didn’t get tossed any other games that year and was generally very even keel.

Then there was the game where I cracked my forearm thanks to a line drive into our dugout. We were playing Cook County and their first baseman was a monster, 6’4/240 type guy, and he was the best power hitter in our region. I remember our pitcher that night was very accurate and a good pitcher but didn’t have a ton of velocity. I was crouched in the doorway of the 3rd Base dugout, signaling pitches to our catcher, as I did every game. The Cook Co. Beast got way out in front of one and whipped it around to the dugout and it smashed into my foreman, which luckily was covering my chest. That was some serious pain my friends.

I also remember when our star player and his best friend “stole” my pickup truck during a JV game to go get drinks from the store. I got to my truck and the inside floor by the door was all scratched up with steel cleats and they owned up to it. I knew exactly what the steel cleat marks looked like because they had spent the season up to that point climbing in and out of the back of my truck with those on and scratching up the bed of it. Just like when we complained during the game when they made mistakes; they just didn’t think sometimes.

I don’t have very many fun memories from Outback because I absolutely hated working nights when I thought I had settled down into a nice 9 to 5. I had to work though because that was the year I moved out of the house and went out on my own. I had rent to pay and Hamburger Helper to buy. We did have a pool at the apartment though and that made for a fun summer time. I just always had to work and my girlfriend got more enjoyment from the pool than I did. That first time living on my own was quite an experience and I learned a lot from it.

The main Y2K memory I have from that year happened at the New Year’s Eve party I attended. We had been gearing up for months and had been forced into fear by the media and the Y2K paranoia. We really didn’t know what was going to happen. Were the electrical grids going down? Would all of our technology be obsolete? Would computers come to life like in the movie “Maximum Overdrive”? Nobody really knew and I am not convinced that it wasn’t just a big push for everybody to have to buy new stuff.

But at the New Year’s Eve Party, we were ready to move out of ’99 and into the 2000’s and were excited and anxious as the same time. We were counting down the seconds as the ball was dropping when the host of the party slipped off to the basement. When we got to 1 second, he flipped the breaker and the whole house went dark. There was a gasp and a kid started crying. I may have jumped a little as well. The party came to a complete stop and all of the warnings we had received over the last year came rushing to my mind. For a brief moment, we all stood in shock, wondering if the end was now beginning. Of course, he flipped the breaker back on and we all started laughing. Then laughter turned to anger from some people because they didn’t actually get to see the ball drop because he cut the electricity. Good times.

The only good memory I have from that year in college was my English class and the teacher I had. This was when I wrote my infamous “A Time for Forgiveness” about Lonnie Smith and the pain I had lived with for the previous 8 years. This was really when I think I started to focus on writing because I was getting praise for it. My teacher thought I had something special and I enjoyed doing it. Now, almost 20 years later, here I am writing my own little blog posts every couple weeks and having people actually read them. I may not have gotten that push if I hadn’t been in that particular class with that particular teacher.

Along with writing, I started doing something (again) in 1999 that I still do today. This was around the end of my “Dark Period” and I was getting back into collecting full time. I didn’t buy a ton of 1999 product but I did spend a lot of time organizing and sorting my old stuff. I don’t actually remember buying any 1999 Topps Baseball that year but I bought a lot of football. So when I visited my LCS a couple of weeks ago and this box of 1999 Topps Baseball was sitting on the shelf, I thought, “why not?”

1999 Topps only has 462 cards in the set and has some special cards that celebrate the home run chase Mark McGwire and Sammy Sosa had the year before. The box configuration was 36 packs with 11 cards per pack. This was series 2, which covered card #243-462. There were also some other surprises that could be found in a hobby box, and for 1999, they were highly sought after. The set commemorated Nolan Ryan’s stellar career and had reprints and autographs of some of his Topps cards over the years. An SP of these cards even came in a refractor, which was very young technology for the time. The set also included some Mystery Finest inserts that were chase cards. So there is a lot more here to see than just base cards and standard inserts.

The packs were really odd to me. They were lime green looking and they were see through, which feels out of place for late 90’s cards.

I’ve never been a big gold border guy so that was a bit of a turnoff right off the bat. This design was very similar to ’98 Topps Football if you remember the Peyton Manning and Ryan Leaf RC’s from that year. Here are some of the stud catchers playing in ’99.

The infield was loaded with talent in 1999. There were veterans like Cal Ripken and Wade Boggs, who was winding down in Tampa. Then there were hot young players like Nomar in Boston and the A-Rod that everybody still loved in Seattle. There are some huge names here.

Just like the infield, there were some veterans in the outfield that were wrapping up stellar careers, like Rickey Henderson. But there were also some guys that were tearing the cover off the ball, like Barry Bonds, Tim Salmon and Larry Walker, who had plenty left in the tank. Check out this sweet Brian Hunter card!

This was a great time for pitchers but a couple of these guys were not far from destroying their legacies and wiping out any value they had in the hobby. Of course, those pitchers are Roger Clemens and Curt Schilling. Dwight Gooden has already been through his most trying career years. Tom Glavine and John Smoltz were in the middle of the greatest National League run in history. And there were some awesome young arms that were just getting fired up; Mike Hampton, Roy Halladay and Chris Carpenter.

While not technically “Rookie Cards” by the formal definition, these were 3 very early cards of players that went on to have great careers. I don’t even remember this Big Papi Card!

While the early cards of Beltre and Papi were very nice, there wasn’t a lot going on in the Draft Pick section of the checklist. The best name in the group was Matt Holliday. Pat Burrell and Brad Lidge had ok careers as well but nothing that makes these cards highly sought after.

The prospects were pretty much misses as well. Carlos Lee and AJ Burnett had good careers and John Rocker had a chance but the rest of these guys were situational players for the most part.

These cards we’re VERY busy with the gold, threads and multiple players. There are some very good players here in the “All Topps” inserts. There aren’t a ton of Big Cat cards in an Atlanta uniform so that was nice.

Strikeout Kings is self explanatory and seeing Kerry Wood here reminds me of how big of a chase this guys rookie cards were at one point. I found collation to be pretty bad in ’99 Topps as every 10th pack or so would have 5 of these cards in them. Same for Prospects, All Topps and Draft Picks.

Record Numbers gave us a non-gold border to collect in the set. The players here were all studs, as most record breakers are. This was the season after Mark McGwire and Sammy Sosa brought baseball back to prominence with their unforgettable home run battle. He had a couple of Record Numbers inserts.

Another set that commemorated the home run chase was “HR Parade” which outlined some of the big Homers along the way.

Here are 2 of the Nolan Ryan reprints with the gold stamp. The cards were glossy and carried the backs that would have been found in 1981 and 1983 for these cards. Great throwbacks!

This one was pretty special. Not only was it the RC reprint, it was the SP Refractor. I know this isn’t a big money card but there were a total of ZERO found currently for sale on eBay. That has to be good right?

All Matrix was more technology that was just making a splash in the hobby. This card looks much better in person than the photo appears.

This one was even better. This is truly a beautiful card for 1999. This is even beautiful for 2018!

Finally, no autographs, but I did pull this Mystery Finest Refractor of the All Topps Designated Hitters. It has a black plastic film over the front of the card and I’m not taking it off because I have no idea if I can get it done without messing it up. One day, I suppose.

This set was really one of the tougher ones I’ve had to score so far. I was really leaning on a 4 because of the All Matrix, Ryan reprints, chance at autos and Mystery Finest. Those are all great cards to find in the box. The price was a little on the high end for the checklist, at $40. The gold border ultimately pulled it down to a 3. If the gold border was the only problem, it may have stayed at a 4 but the rookie class was very slim and Series 2 didn’t have Jeter or Griffey. If I ever was going to create a 3.5 Score, this would be it. But I’ll keep it at a 3. With that said, All Matrix and the Ryan Refractor made this box a lot of fun and I actually sleeved those up. What say you about ’99 Topps Baseball?

J-Dub

Scoring Scale

1.Let me be the sacrificial lamb so you don’t have to buy these cards.  Just read the post and thank me later.

2.There is worse but there is much better – not worth the effort though.

3.Middle of the road – I wouldn’t talk you into buying these but I certainly wouldn’t talk you out of them.

4.You should probably go out and buy a box and enjoy the rip – I did!  It has some downside but worth the ride.

5.Stop reading and find a box to buy and get to Breaking!  What are you waiting on?